April 22, 2012

Stuff


I am in a bad way right now.
And no matter how hard I try, I just cant be funny.

My Daddy is gone.
I miss him so much it hurts.

I am so fucking mad at God for doing this.
Maybe one day I will understand.
But right now I am just mad.

The only comfort I have is that my Daddy is no longer in pain...
...and has been reunited with his parents...
...and brothers...
...and Trixie the dog.

But, I just want him here with me.

10 comments:

Cecily R said...

Oh my friend. I am so sorry. I wish there was more I could say or do, but know that I am thinking about you. XO

Stephanie said...

V--I am so sorry... Sending you a huge hug, my friend.

Gigi said...

I so wish I had the words/wisdom to help ease your pain. Know that I am thinking of you all and sending lots of hugs and love. x

Anonymous said...

What a great tribute to your Dad! From the photos it was clear to see what a fun guy he was and the memories will last a lifetime!

{{hugs}}

Elaine A. said...

I am so very sorry, Vikki. I know we are 'just' internet friends but I am crying for you and your family right now and I'm just so damn sorry. Praying for you all and wishing that distance didn't keep me from hugging you...

Brooke said...

love, hugs, and prayers
i'm sorry for your loss.

Jen said...

I am so so so sorry.

There really isn't anything more I can say. I know this loss and it just fucking sucks.

Anonymous said...

Still holding you in my thoughts. I'm pretty sure my dad and your dad have gone fishing by now. I can't even imagine how big the fish are in heaven. Love you lots, Kristina

Heatherlyn said...

I'm genuinely saddened by your loss. Losing a parent is hard. They are your parent forever no matter where they are.

Jenners said...

I'm sure you are in so much pain. The video is amazing and wonderful. I know when I lost my dad, I felt like the world dropped out from under me. Just feel the pain … it is best to feel it than to ignore it. Hugs to you.