April 19, 2011

3 years ago, this is what I wrote about

I used to have a different blog.  I went back to this date exactly 3 years ago today....well tonight...early tomorrow morning if you want to get specific.  This is what I wrote just a few hours before we met our baby girl.  Man, am I ever glad we decided to have just one more baby.

She completes us.

It is almost 5am.

I have been awake since 3am.

There is a full moon.

It is birth day.

4 hours from now I will be in the hospital.

I am terrified.

I am hours away from experiencing pain I do not wish to experience.

I am hours away from meeting my baby girl.

Baby girl. Baby girl. Baby girl.

I need to say it out loud over and over again to wrap my head around the idea of having a (gulp) daughter.

My life as I know it will never be the same.

I will no longer be just a "mom of boys".

My boys are going to be big brothers. For some reason I get very emotional when thinking about that.

Baby girl, we can't wait to meet you.



Gigi said...

Awwwww! That gave me chills! Happy Birthday to your little princess.

Stephanie said...

So sweet... Happy Birthday to your Princess!

Jenners said...

And being able to go back and read posts like this are why blogs are so fantastic! Happy birthday to your baby girl!